My friend was telling me about EFT one day and then later sent me Gary Craig's newsletter via e-mail. That is where I first learned that tapping the meridians while declaring certain truths could clear away blocked energy paths. I thought this could really work for me. I had been working for months trying to rid myself of a growing apathy toward life. I'd been studying "A New Earth" by Eckhart Tolle, "The Secret" by Rhonda Byrne, " You Can Heal Your Life" by Louise Hay, and more. My previously mentioned friend has become a kind of coach and is very supportive as we read and study these wonderful books together. I was making progress, but couldn't seem to hang on to the "feel goods". My energy level was too low. I was struggling from a bad breakup with my boyfriend and failed career venture, but felt I should be starting to feel better, not worse...something was wrong. The words "blocked energy" struck a chord with me so I called Rossanna and made an appointment.
Rossanna got right to the heart of my problem, which was anger, and to my surprise, the anger went back a long, long way to my childhood. My mind brought up a few events that seemed insignificant, but may have been the start of a deep-rooted pattern I developed to protect myself. Nothing too devastating mind you, I was simply not allowed to be too sensitive or emotional growing up. I was sent to my room if I was too angry, too sad, and even for excessive glee! Hate was a swear word and fear was often dismissed. It was peaceful at our house and that was nice, but I singled myself out as an emotional freak! Rossanna was extremely intuitive during the nearly too-hour session and got right to the core of many issues. I had no idea I internalize my anger to avoid feeling guilt, or that I feel (always!) like a fraud, or that I step outside my body to avoid physical and emotional pain. Wow! It was a lot of healing in a very short time. I cried a lot, but we laughed a lot, too. I left feeling happy and very hopeful. I still have work to do, but I tap at home now when something comes up. This can completely exhaust me, but sleeping it off is part of the fun. And when I wake up, those debilitating emotional ties are gone and I feel great!
Thank you so much, Rossanna, your work is very important, greatly appreciated, and totally recommended.
The Jazz Singer.
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